I went out with my best friend julio, after church we went to the mall for lunch and shoe shopping.. couldnt buy anything...
I just dont like the kind I saw.. almost get crocs©, but they were a lil expensive... but what the heck.. I'm gonna get those purple ones.. and also my starbucks mug... i want it so bad... we took a bunch of pics... and we enjoyed our talks, walks and laughs...
new year... I hope I can change my attitude in 2008... love ♥
I went to starbucks with pablo... a friend...previously we had gone to the movies and just bfore that we went for ice cream, I had a nice evening... that was the best solution for the longest morning in the bank.. 4 hours... waiting for my money... grrrranyways... thats over now and was totally forgotten with movies and starbucks...
I must tell you this is very very boring... no kids around... no presents...dang... I feel like scrooge himself...this Christmas was lame... I didnt go to church to see the play... first time in like 7 years that I miss a play... but I'm not really going to church...bitterness... heck... i guess so... and I guess Im being used... by the evil one... and Im not doing anything to stop it.. I could... but I dont know what stops me... laziness could be one good reason... I keep on telling other ppl that I know what needs to be done... and tis not like I feel like a worm... bfore the Lord... I just dont want to... tis like some duty u know you need to do... but dont feel like it.. never had i felt this before, this laziness when the Lord was involved... like I know Im lazy in many different areas in my life... but... maybe.. I dont know... maybe I'm not saved...u know I've been wondering that for a long time... prayer... havent done that in like 5-6 months... like real prayer...and I miss the old Wen... the one who attended church... the one who didnt miss youth group, the one who was a judge to every brother or sister who missed sunday school or youth group.. dang I never thought it would happen to me... so be away from church... and from God... Im so scared... I dont know what to do... like yes pray... prayer... to pray...to talk to the Lord.. Creator of heaven and earth... to spend time with him.. to listen to what he has to say... to read His Word... to talk to my Heavenly Father...I need to find myself... I need .. first of all... to have the desire to be found...love ya
I dont really know what to write.... I just though I'd create a new blog... Im not gettin rid of the old one... this is just to explore some new things... my week was weird... short.. when I though it was thursday.. was already friday... I mean it was good for me... but an odd week... I cried in my moms lap... like a girl....
I went to a golf club clos to where I work.. relaxing... a lot.... but now my back hurts... first time.... really fun... in the pic... leo and sergio and me
love ya lots... ppl out there
~ Wen ~
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